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沉淀 Precipitation

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有一些日子了,慢慢习惯把浮躁的心沉淀下来,记得很早的时候,就有师傅说过,在自己都不知道自己要干什么的时候,不如让自己沉淀一下,远离这个浮躁的社会,过一些属于自己的生活。时髦而又喜感地说:“步子大了容易扯着蛋。”能够有一段让自己寂静调整的时光,未尝不是一种幸福。

发现每当工作有了一定的成就,或是赚了钱,或是升了职,自己总是不能免俗地轻飘飘起来,有些自大,甚至有点狂妄。人很难在顺境中审时度势,亦很难在大好前景时为自己深思熟虑。当然,你可以认为这是我对现实的一种逃避,每每在自己彷徨的时候,就喜欢把自己封闭起来,蜷缩在家人的旁边,只有在家才能感受安全和放松,亦能让家人理解自己的纠结与担忧。

很感谢自己的先生,这个世上并不是所有人都能与你共度每一个难关,能够忍受自己的情绪化,当然,父母除外。你不能想象一个和你一般大的男孩要在你乱了方寸的时候为你稳固军心,要在你失落且不知所措的时候给你助威打气,要在你消极的时候给你打上一针强心剂。所谓爱情向亲情的演变,固然就是在这样的潜移默化中吧。

发现自己有喜欢回头看的坏毛病,曾经美其名曰:怀旧,可能是我们这类文科生的共性,其实有点矫情。矫情中带点不切实际。然而谁都知道,人生的价值,在于当下和未来。而现实里太多的伏流之气让我们忘记了该如何活在当下,当下显得如此苍白无力,当困难,逆境席卷而来的时候,甚至,被困难冲昏了理智和自信。

于是,能够这样地静下来,并不意味着浪费时间。其实平日里我们忙忙碌碌,风风火火,自以为风华正茂,自以为充实的生活其实不过是自我满足欲望的无比膨胀。到了这个年纪,或许很少人说自己依然空虚,因为总是有这样那样的理由让自己看似没有虚度光阴。人活着,究竟是为了得到别人眼中的认可,还是自己的升华,也许这样的说法有点假,但是值得自己一辈子深思。

最近很喜欢这样一句格言:Real joy comes not from ease or riches or from the praise of men, but from doing something worthwhile.

There You’ll Be

When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I’ll be glad ’cause I was blessed to get to have you in my life

When I look back on these days
I look and see your face
You were right there for me

In my dreams I’ll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there’ll always be a place for you for all my life
I’ll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am, there you’ll be
And everywhere I am, there you’ll be

You know you showed me how it feels
To feel the sky within my reach
And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me

Your love made me make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

In my dreams I’ll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there’ll always be a place for you for all my life
I’ll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you’ll be

‘Cause I always saw in you my light my strength
And I want to thank you now for all the ways
You were right there for me, you were right there for me always

In my dreams I’ll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there’ll always be a place for you for all my life
I’ll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am, there you’ll be
And everywhere I am, there you’ll be

There you’ll be

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Written by Chris Ling

January 16, 2011 at 7:18 AM

Posted in 柳絮心铉

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  1. 喜欢这个歌词

    Jolin

    January 25, 2011 at 11:39 AM


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